Yeah, after I dropped out of high school, a couple friends and I pirated basically the entire library of The Teaching Company lectures and I immersed myself in mythology, advent of civilizations, and, weirdly enough since I'm not the space aficionado that Wilshire is, Cosmology.
But the kernel of it all, for me, started in elementary school with a project on Aztec sacrifice. That may well have been the first crack in self-awareness for me.
Hope your TUC arrives soon, friend. May Overlook suffer Damnation for moving the Canadian date for my canon artifact to the 25th.