OP, I suggest you find Jesus (alternately, find Kellhus).
Lol.
I'm not a solipsist. What I feel doesn't change the truth one bit.
Ok, but I think that what you feel determines what you see as truth. Since we do not now what truth is, it will change, no matter how
stoic your belief in it are.
More importantly, I think, what you believe determines what you will do.
Is there any point to morality at all? I'm sure I'm not the only person who feels like there's a dead end in materialist/determinist logic. Take the Blind Brain Theory, for example. Everyone wants to deny nihilistic understandings of reality, to some extent; it's very difficult to think like Bakker and maintain any sort of daily happiness.
The dilemma that "materialist morality" opens up is pretty obvious. Where do atheists get their morals from? Not from any external God, that's for sure. With no reference point for "right" or "wrong" outside your own self, you don't have any objective standard, you just have emotional urges that come and go.
I guess most atheists deal with this stuff though compartmentalization, so they can be "morally righteous" in one moment and "realistic and rational" the next. It's really a form of controlled schizophrenia. When you need to think and act clearly in the hard real world, turn on the switch of the rational compartment of your mind. When you feel sad or doubtful that you're doing the right thing, turn on the switch of the religious, moral compartment.
I included the latter quote as it's likely that I may suffer so.
Roman Catholic and the mixed moral codes of children's books, science fiction, and fantasy are my formative "moral influences." My Dad's a protestant who has grown into a perpetual doubter from reading all the great religious texts. My Mom is a "put good out there" type person.
Because I've grown to question the validity of everyday human experience, I'm agnostic. Because I've grown into an agnostic (and quite possibly already been some form of sociopath

), I'm morally ambivalent.
But it is the examples I choose to take as human that motivate me.
I've committed "evil" in my life. In my mind, at this point, this amounts to that I've thoughtlessly affected another person's existence, which I try very hard to minimize (in some cases, this was extremely detrimental to the other persons).
If humans have lived, have been described as "good" and "evil" in both terrible extremes, and things are as irrelevant as you claim than what solid argument is there for why can't I try and be as "good" as those "evil" examples were "evil?"
And, of course, this opens the discussion to the question of what determines our moral compass... well, I doubt very much that there are many
true psychopaths here (for whom watching a baby being skinned alive would elicit the same level of response as spreading butter).
I think, you'd be surprised how often our "philosophic" moral compasses align.
Hrm... maybe as a final brainstorm offering: I'm a "specieist" so while I do think that we'd survive by facilitating our existing environment, I think that humans should live, regardless.
Again, I've never been sure why these distinctions inform so much negativity. I mean, even being selfish seems best served by facilitating a cohesive social network.